i feel like shit.
weekends are supposed to be fun. i am going to stop being in places where i'm uncomfortable on the weekends.
i am going to spend more time alone. a lot more. and i am going to like it
god i hate myself. thats the only conclusion i can come up with for why i do this to myself.
i tried to go on a walk but after an hour magnets brought me back home sat me in this chair and pulled more tears from my eyes and i havent really left since | ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}